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New Challenging Link Pages (1/1/907)

(Mill Valley, January 1, 1997) Tommy reported today that he felt that the new link pages on his Web site were a real challenge to the AB community. He explained that while the new format is an attempt to provide real information about the sites available to AB's, it also presents a real challenge to the community.

"When I put each links up I also put on my own rating, he explained, "and in some cases I also write the description for the link if I'm not able to find a description written by anyone else. This really is a problem, however. If other people don't send me their ratings, then these links will just become a reflection of my opinion, and that's something I definitely don't want. It's is completely up to other people to make the rating system work".

 

Fun In Italy

Dear Tommy, Apart from being a teacher now doing my Ph. D at Bergamo University, I'm also a city councilor of the town (which explains why I'm so paranoid about my Email at the University when it comes to key words like "babies" or "diapers"). You wanted to know more about my activity in the Italian Gay Liberation Movement (called "Arcigay"). I'm the national Treasurer and the person responsible for foreign matters. I came out five years ago and since then I've been increasingly committing myself into the movement, gaining the respect of many people, which is a thing I'm proud of. At the moment I'm organizing a Gay and Lesbian Pride on world scale to be held in Rome in the year 2000, when the church will celebrate its jubileum; it's a nice way of spoiling the "Vatican Party", don't you think? Anyway, I'm sure you'll be hearing about this event starting next year.

So many things have happened, but let's start with the bad ones. I'm experiencing my first love disappointment as an adult baby. I met a 20 year old guy who read my story on your Web page and contacted me via email. He is one of those "unlisted" or "subscribing" members of DPF and lives near Bologna, so it was quite easy for us to meet in Bologna. My God, what a beautiful night that was! For the first time I could see another guy wearing diapers in front of me and cuddle him and change him. We also had sex together, but the trouble is that he is bisexual and doesn't really accept his adult-baby side nor the gay side of his personality. He didn't call after that time, and whenever I called he always said he was too busy to talk!

I rationally know that he is very young and is probably overwhelmed by feelings of guilt which our "beloved" church is so able to set inside people starting at their very young age. And yet, emotionally speaking, I feel so hurt and betrayed that I don't even know if I would like to experience anything with him again.

What I would really like to experience is a diaper party: meeting more than one person would certainly lower the risk of a too early emotional engagement with another person; but the Europipi Party in Sweden is already fully booked, and the french Regional Director hasn't yet answered my letter. I put an ad in a gay magazine, but the only one who answered was an idiot who didn't really understand that I was serious when I wrote that I was looking for someone to diaper. I'm almost frightened by the fact that in Italy there seem to be very, very few diaper lovers, probably all with big problems in accepting themselves for what they are.

Now the good news. I told two non-adult-baby friends of mine about my diaper fetish and they reacted very positively about it. One of them even said that he felt a sort of father-feeling towards me. I actually begin to understand now that the people who love me do this because, after all, they see in me a sort of "enfant Prodige", a child who can do incredible things but nevertheless is still a child who inspires feelings of tenderness, And yet, because I'm so well known because of my political activity, I can't think of coming out to everybody: some of my political enemies (and you can imagine how many enemies an openly gay politician can have in a country dominated by the church) could easily confuse the public and point me out as a pedophile, as you can well imagine. How many would really care to find out the enormous difference between an adult-baby and a child abuser? Renato, ITALY.

(Dear Renato, first I would like to compliment you on your dedication and contribution to the Gay Liberation Movement in Italy and the world. Your good experience with "coming out" to some of your friends is also wonderful, but I agree that you need to be careful to protect your political activity. I do think, however, that you might consider being listed in the printed and on line Rosters, but you might want to get another, special email address for that purpose. As far as local parties, wouldn't it be grand if you or someone you met decided to become Regional Director for Northern Italy. For some reason I have this picture in my mind of all of you sitting around Piazza San Marco in Venice wearing your diapers under your street clothes. But I guess that's just a vision by a tourist who loves Italy. Sincerely, Tommy.)

Why Gay?

Dear Friends, Some people who enjoy their association with DPF may sometimes wonder why we put so much emphasis on bringing gay and straight people together. Part of our reason is a desire to overcome some of the cruelty of the past, and part of our reason is because we believe that all human beings have the potential to improve our lives. The following true story exemplifies this idea in a deep and meaningful way.

One of the most important events in World War II was cracking Germany's Enigma Code, the secret code used by Germans to communicate with their submarines in the Atlantic. Countless lives were saved as a result, and thanks must be given to the eccentric, but brilliant, man who singly accomplished this feat, Alan Turing.

Turing was also the theorical father of the modern computer. Way ahead of his time, many of his ideas have been the stimulus for computer development in the years that followed the war. Some of his ideas are only now coming true, 40 year later.

Turing was a man about whom one could truly say, "He affected all of our lives in a very positive way".

Alan Turing was gay. In 1952, Alan Turing was convicted in England of "homosexual acts" during a brief fling with a petty thief. Turing's own confession of homosexuality led to his conviction. Subsequently, his country found it impossible to trust him anymore because of his sexuality. A "general feeling of unease" made him a security risk.

Turing committed suicide in 1954.

This article is dedicated to all the thousands of people who have contributed to life in small and big ways, yet who have been made miserable just because of a difference in their sexuality. Certainly God must love anyone makes life better for so many others. Tommy

All I Feel Is Love

Dear Tommy, I received my order in the mail today and boy was I excited. My rubber pants and pink plastic pants were excellent. I had also ordered the 5 TV Talk Shows and was anxious to view them, but was emotionally puzzled by them.

I love diapers and dressing up as a little guy and have been growing more into it with every outfit, with every pair of plastic pants, with all of the people on the web that I have met, but most of all the supporting words, letters and knowledge of myself and others that you have given to me.

As I watched the Talk Shows and listened to all the AB's tell the audience about their Infantile love, I noticed all the similarities between them and me. Then when I saw the audience's response, I couldn't help but feel a little hurt. I am aware that the audience is part of a population that knows little about Infantilism, and that a talk show is always an invitation for a different discussion. The fact that few people have ever heard of this type of behavior has never really bothered me before, because most of us thought we were the only one anyway. Now it seems to be on my mind for the last couple of days and it is kinda why I'm writing.

I am so in love with my baby side and plan to always keep it a part of my life. My future is not yet clear as to a relationship, but I am only going to enter into one if my partner can cope with and understand my baby side. I am so much happier and more content regressing to a toddler than at any other time in my everyday dealings.

By the way, I am sure that all the TV shows are about five to eight years old, but I must say that all of you were quite cute up there, and if given the option of doing something like that I would do it in a second. I wouldn't do it for public exposure but rather for educating the public with good, sensible information on this topic. I see more and more people into diapers everyday, and the computer has been so helpful in finding people with many of the qualities that make up a special Baby.

A large proportion of the people with whom I interact are aware of my AB side. I have always had a good response to this subject, and most of them are not at all offended but think it is rather cute (Halloween is the best time). I was sort of aware of what to expect when I ordered the video and knew that people in general regard Infantalism as odd, different and bizarre. Nevertheless, my feelings of retaining my baby side have not been blemished, but are now somewhat more cautious. I'm wondering if I will become more outspoken in public with this.

In conclusion, to me, Adult Babies, Infantilism, Mommies and Daddies are a wonderful thing. All I feel is love, affection, comfort and happiness for the way we all are, and through DPF and your efforts, Tommy, you have given a lot of joy to thousands of people, and your continuing efforts will always be commended. Sincerely, with loving appreciation, Shawn Benjamin, 515 N. Third St., N. Baltimore, OH, 45872. Roster p-973. Mail-Box # 2424. Tel:(419)257-3198 after 7 est.. Email: shawn2dpf.aol.com (Dear Shawn, I'm glad that DPF has been able to help you feel love and happiness as a baby. About the TV Shows, in recent years I think most of us have come to recognize that the talk shows, especially a few years back, are primarily aimed at producing shows that scintillate rather than educate. While most of the TV shows did help some AB's come out of the closet, I think they did very little to increase people's understand of where we're coming from. That seems to rely more on a one on one experience, as you have already found out. I hope you find a relationship soon. Love, Tommy.

How To Lock Your Diaper Pins

Sooooo! You want to lock the diaper pins on your little boy or girl so they can't take their diapers off until you're ready. Is it a punishment? Is it fun? Ohh, you are a nasty Mommy or Daddy, aren't you?

We received an interesting email from Don, Norge, VA, 23127, . listed on Roster page p-984, DPF member since 1993, Mail-Box # 1645. He said that he posted an article on the Internet in the diaper groups about this subject and added, "For several years now I have read articles written by people who wanted to know where to get locking diaper pins. Since no one ever came up with a good source I decided to make some. Mind you, I don't need them myself, because I like my diapers. Anyway for those of you who need to be restrained from removing your own diapers. Here is how to make them. He followed this with a detailed explanation of how he made the locking system. First he purchased three inch blanket pins from a local sewing supply store. Then he purchased a piece of brass tubing purchased from a hobby shop. This he cut into two pieces 3/4 to 1 inch in length which were then flattened slightly so that the tubing would slide over the fastening part of the pin. Then he drilled a hole with a 1/8 inch bit approximately 1/4 inch from the end. Finally he purchased two small locks with keys.

While Don created an excellent, functioning lock for a diaper pin, he was wrong about one thing. If he had been a member of DPF before 1993 he would have read an article in the Newsletter describing a much simpler and cheaper way to lock a diaper pin, which we're happy to describe here in addition to his method

We agree with Don that a 3 inch blanket pin is a good way to start. Any fabric or sewing store carries them. Their made by Dritz and cost about $1.70 for a set of two. Our method, however, also works with standard 2 inch metal pins, also made by Dritz at $1.29 for six. Then all you need are some "Cable Ties" normally used for tying or bundling wires. These can be purchased at any hardware store and are VERY cheap and simple to use. No cutting or drilling is necessary. A lock is not even necessary.

After pinning on the diaper, simply thread a Cable tie through the hole in the front and back of the pin (see picture). Then thread the tie through the clasp at one end and, voila, the pin is locked. It can only be removed if the tie is cut (which is not difficult for Mommy or Daddy to do, but difficult for baby to do because they don't usually have a cutting tool. While this method may not be as positive a lock as Don's method, it is a lot simpler and cheaper to use.

Either way, Mommy or Daddy or Babysitter can make sure that a big baby stays in their diaper until they're ready to change it.

Back In Dresses And Ribboned Hair

Dear Tommy, I am so pleased you will publish and print his photo in your magazine so all DPF members can see and read about a sissy who is now in my control, and is lovingly my new little baby girl.

I intend to keep him in girl's dresses as much as possible with, of course, all the other things little girls wear, nappies and baby pants, etc!. The photo of him I have enclosed shows off his girlish, ribboned hair, which I made him grow long. I hope you agree with me that it is hard to believe that he really is a boy (over 18). As I told you, he is so girlish because he was raised as a girl by his mother and sisters. I have had dresses made exactly the same as he wore as a child, about age seven. He takes so easily to wearing dresses and baby clothes.

He has given full permission to have his photos printed and published. I think his mother was called Wendy, so to keep the situation as real as possible I call myself Wendy, just like his real mother. I think the appropriate heading above the letter would be, "MUMMIES SISSY BOY BACK IN DRESSES AND RIBBONED HAIR". I live with him Manchester, England, and it is he who is listed as the baby in the Roster. I want to have lots of replies, but please print just the Roster Code and not the address. Wendy, c/o Mail-Box #1368. Roster p-994.


My Parents Had No Time For Me

Hello Tommy, My name is Stephen and I live in Devon, England. I am 45 going on 6 and still need to wear baby clothes. I wear nappies, as we call diapers in the UK, all the time. I had a normal childhood except that my brother took up nearly all the time my parents had for both of us because he did not behave as other boys did. My brother is not abnormal but is very strong willed and determined to get his own way all the time. I was, as a result, left to 'grow up' on my own. I only stopped wetting my pants when I was (10) ten and stopped wetting my bed when I was (12) twelve. I sort of hoped that by wetting and behaving as a little boy younger than I actually was that I might get some attention from my parents. I did get some attention; I was told to 'grow up'.

When I was 14 (fourteen) I played the part of a 'baby girl' in a scout gang show. This required me to wear just a nappy and to suck a dummy while I was on stage. At first I did not like it, but after the first rehearsal I found that I had 'wet' my 'nappy' and I was liking wearing my 'nappy'. This was as the same time that mum and dad had started to make me wear long trousers. I hated them --- they felt horrible -- I still call long trousers 'horribles'. The scout uniform was at that time basically a 't' shirt, short trousers long socks and shoes - the sort of clothes I was more used to wearing and happy to wear. I tried to get my mum and dad to let continue dressing as a little boy both for school and at weekends, but they said that now I was 14 I had to 'grow up'. The only freedom I had was when I could wear my scout uniform.

One day I saw in the window of a 'surgical' store packages of adult size waterproof pants. I somehow managed to go into the shop and buy a pair of these pants. As soon as I could I pulled the pants on over my normal underwear. It all felt right and very nice. Very soon I found that I had, just like during the 'gang show', wet myself. I experimented with towels and pants that I could wear under my trousers and eventually spent an entire two hours during a scout meeting wearing a makeshift nappy under my shorts.

I have, over the years, managed to obtain nearly all the 'baby' clothes that I need. I now dress as a toddler as often as I can and do not wear long trousers unless it is really needed. I own about 120 (yes one hundred and twenty) pairs of shorts and only about six pairs of long trousers. I wear a nappy every night and all the time at week ends. I try not to 'fill' my nappy when I go out, but some times it happens and I do not know I am doing it. I am a full time student studying computing, so I could say I am still a 'school boy'. At long last I am able to go to 'school' dressed as the 'little boy' I always have been. I must also admit that I am 'gay' and that I have been 'used' by men who are, and always will be, older than myself. My need to be treated and dressed as a little boy caused me to be 'used' as I call it.

My first gay experience was when I was again 14 and at a scout camp. I was made to suck on the 'thing' of six of the other boys. They pulled my shorts down and laughed at what they saw; my 'thing' is very small. I had to suck on each one of them. Some years later I made friends with two men who I thought would understand the way I like to dress and behave. They were very nice to me and one of them let me wear some of his clothes -- he was a transvestite. He liked to dress me as a little girl, and very soon found out that I still needed to wear nappies. He told his mate, who had only seen me when I was dressed as little boy but did not know about what I wore under my shorts. One night they forcibly undressed me and I was made to 'bend over' for the 'male' one of the partnership. It hurt when he 'entered' me and I started to cry but this only seemed to encourage him. When it was all over they re-dressed me and were very gentle. I ended up having 'sex' with him at least once or twice a week until we were forced to go our separate ways. I must admit that I ended up liking it. I would still very much like to meet someone like myself who has similar feelings, needs, and desires. I would also like to meet someone who would regard me as their 'little baby brother, Tommy. I know this is a very long letter, but at long last I feel that I can at least start to tell somebody how I feel. Steve, Devon, ENGLAND. p.-April issue. Mail-Box # 3994. Email: szp@fulshaw.avel.co.uk.


Feeling My Engorged Clit

Dear Tommy, I really needed to know that there were other big babies out there like me. Pooping and peeing in my diapers is so much fun. I started peeing and pooping in my panties when I was in High School, I had a very hard time dating, I felt I wasn't popular with boys, so I spent a lot of time by myself making me feel better and wanted. I'm glad to be part of a bigger family of others who enjoy diapers and sex. I have multiple ones at night, feeling for my engorged clit through a very wet and or messy diaper. Moving through the large wad slowly and gently all in and around all the cracks and crevices with my electric vibrator really wakes me up, and it's a long night until morning. The slight burning sensation and pungent smell of ammonia gets my pussy really soaked and my orgasms are so strong. Thanks for a good site. Hope to hear from the gang. Love in babyland, Bobbi. Bobbi Sutton, 6205 Poole Road, Raleigh,NC, 27610, . p-1041. Mail-Box # 3813. Tel:919-212-0944 Anytime. email: stickybuns@hotmail.com


Feeling My Engorged Clit

Dear Tommy, I really needed to know that there were other big babies out there like me. Pooping and peeing in my diapers is so much fun. I started peeing and pooping in my panties when I was in High School, I had a very hard time dating, I felt I wasn't popular with boys, so I spent a lot of time by myself making me feel better and wanted. I'm glad to be part of a bigger family of others who enjoy diapers and sex. I have multiple ones at night, feeling for my engorged clit through a very wet and or messy diaper. Moving through the large wad slowly and gently all in and around all the cracks and crevices with my electric vibrator really wakes me up, and it's a long night until morning. The slight burning sensation and pungent smell of ammonia gets my pussy really soaked and my orgasms are so strong. Thanks for a good site. Hope to hear from the gang. Love in babyland, Bobbi. Bobbi Sutton, 6205 Poole Road, Raleigh,NC, 27610, . p-1041. Mail-Box # 3813. Tel:919-212-0944 Anytime. email: stickybuns@hotmail.com


Movie "The Baby"

Please let all UK residents know that the film 'The Baby' will be shown at 20 past midnight evening of friday 30 may on bbc1. set the video and put your nappies on!

Little Boys Baby Party

Dear Tommy, I just wanted to say that since finding DPF I have been in heaven. I'd always wondered if their was a place such as DPF. In the last week I have already met someone through the roster list and we we are going to have a "little boys" baby party this coming Sunday. What a superbowl day that will be. Thank you so much. Keep up the great work and stay wet.Jim Purcell, 4174 Winston RunRT. 606 Box 443, Charlottesville, VA, 22911, . p-. Mail-Box # 3922. Tel:804-975-2802 7-10pm. PHOTO-p.Jymanye@aol.co

Me and My Wife

Hey Buddy (Tommy), I'll try your on-line tracking or whatever.

(Husband) I've worn diapers since I was 12. The neighbor lady made me wear them to school and to bed for a week when I stayed with her. I hated the bitch, but look at me now! I was hooked on wearing them ever since. My wife changes me into an Attends before I go to work, and eight hours later I get changed into cloth for the rest of the evening and then to bed. Once a week she gives me an enema before my bath. (I like to) correspond with those that need a friend.

(Wife) I take care of my husband's diaper changes and give him an enema, too. I tie his hands behind his back so he doesn't fight me when I put the butt-plug in that has the enema tube attached to it. I make him walk around the house with a diaper on, carrying the enema bag over his shoulder. Sometimes I make him wait thirty minutes before he can expel the water.

I wear diapers for him also. I wore a disposable on the day we went shopping. I flashed some old people at the bus stop! I bet they were surprised. Thanks, kid. Hey, I hope you realize I sent this for your website and for the newsletter, if you so wish. Peace....in diapers....

A Time For Healing

Dear Tommy, Enclosed you will find my renewal fee for the DPF newsletter as well as my updated roster listing. Filling out this renewal gave me a chance to reflect on the past year and all the major changes that have occurred in my life.

About 18 months ago I got on the Internet and found the news group alt.sex.fetish.watersports. I was delighted and very excited. Shortly after that I found the news group for diapers, and it felt like my life was suddenly complete. Like everyone else, I too felt I was the only one who enjoyed wetting and thought there must be something wrong with me. What a revelation to find so many others and to make so many friends through DPF.

Well, I got caught in the excitement and thought for sure that my life would now be OK and I would be wearing my diapers as often as I liked. I thought the world and everyone around me would open their arms to my wonderful world of diapers. I bought a fresh supply of my favorite incontinent pants and had some diapers custom made by my seamstress and ordered rubber pants from DPF. I started wearing diapers a lot, even to work.

Unfortunately my wife finally decided this was just too much, and after a lot of discussion we compromised. I could wear my diapers but never to OUR bed. This arrangement has gone on for the better part of a year now, but she is still really very much against my "diaper life-style". I have tried therapy, more to make sure that I am not the evil and "sordid and deplorable" person she thinks I am. My therapist was very anxious to meet with my wife, but she absolutely refused. We tried The Mommy Solution, but this did not help her much at all.

We have had at least four major discussions about diapers over the past year, and for the most part I am no further ahead than I was 20 years ago when I first told her about my diaper fetish. I have worn diapers on and off since then, but never to the extent that I do now. I guess she curses the day the Internet was ever invented. Just because I know other people have this fetish, this does not make it a right thing to do in her eyes.

Well, I think we have a pretty good understanding now. Oh, we still have lots of problems to overcome. She knows that the diapers will not go away, but still does not accept them as part of me. Our sex life is very bad right now, and she blames that on the diapers and finds it very hard to even touch me. I do see small subtle changes taking place, and hopefully a little more understanding, and I hope eventually her understanding will increase. There is certainly a strong love between us, and I know we will survive.

It has been an enlightening year and in many ways rewarding, but in many ways also disappointing. The small world around me did not react with the overwhelming acceptance that I had expected. I learned that just finding all these other diaper lovers does not give us the right to suddenly start doing as we please with our diapers. For those of us who are married or have significant others, we must be very careful to consider their true feelings towards diapers and infantilism, and to try to reach a happy compromise between their feelings and our needs.

So, armed with a much better understanding of both myself and those around me, and especially with the feelings of my wife and her expectations of me, I enter year two of my new life with diapers as a much happier individual and certainly a much wetter person.

Keep up the good work with DPF. We all appreciate what you do. I am look forward to each Newsletter in the coming year. Happy and Wet, David B. Smith, PO Box 205, Napanee, Ont , K7R 3M3, CANADA. Roster p-951. Mail-Box # 3076. Tel:613-388-2353 Anytime. Email: davidsmt@fox.nstn.ca

Two Friends Playing Together

Dear Tommy, I so enjoy the Newsletters, and since I joined DPF last August so much has happened for me! I've changed jobs, started my own company, and just keep working hard. Everything is going great! But what has added to this joy is all the people I have had contact with since I have joined your club.

Being a non-diaper wearing daddy I have been able to talk and write to so many wonderful adult babies from all over the country! There is one little baby boy in California who's very special! It has really been great to meet a few people in person and just knowing that we don't have to keep it a big secret - but to be able to share our ideas and feelings with someone else who can understand!

One of my wishes is to meet more adult babies in the twin cities area. I'd really like to build more local friendships and maybe find a local baby boy who needs a daddy to understand his need to wet and mess and have someone give him lots of the TLC he really needs, and yet also to build a strong relationship that will carry over to our adult world also!

One of my new local friends is a man who is married and somewhat older than I am. His wife does not want anything to do with his desire or need to be a little boy. We talked on the phone many times and started to meet at a local pub for beer! He's really fun to talk with, and is really funny! We laugh and talk about life, etc., etc. As our friendship has grown, so has the trust!

A few months back he asked if I would baby sit him while his wife was out of town visiting her sister. I said, "Sure, we'll have fun!" My new friend had never worn cloth diapers but used only disposables because he could take them with him when he travelled on the road for business. So when he showed up I was quick to make sure that I got him a nice, soft, white, cloth diaper and real plastic pants! You would of thought he was in heaven. He kept looking in the mirror and thought he was so cute! He was!

In no time at all he was soaked and needed changing! He really likes to be powdered and just having someone baby him! Time went so fast, and soon he had to go back home! We had a really good, safe, respectful and non sexual time! Just two friends playing together!

Since then I have been his baby sitter twice, and we always seem to have a better time and it's helping me build my daddy skills! The last time my friend was able to relax and really let himself go. He drank his bottle and even let himself mess his diaper (a big step for him) to let his baby side come forth! I think it's great that I can give him a safe space to be what he wants to be!

Please find enclosed an order for a few more supplies to add to my baby collection, so I am ready when that little one should pop into my life! Thank you again, Brian Hasenmueller, 1525 Carroll Ave., St. Paul, MN, 55104, . Roster p-988. Mail-Box # 3281.

It Breaks My Heart

Dear Friends, here's a problem in search of a solution. It's been around for many years, but keeps getting bigger as DPF gets bigger.

We currently have over 10,000 names and addresses in our files. Less than 700 of them are currently listed in the on-line roster. About 1,500 (including all those listed on-line) are listed in our printed Roster, and about 1,200 people subscribe to the DPF Newsletter. This means that of the 10,000 people in our files, almost 9 out of 10 do not have access to our listed Rosters. It also means that the 20,000 people who browse our Web pages each month only have access on-line access to less than 9 out of every 10 people in our files.

Here's the problem. When I sort together the 10,000 people on my computer file, I find literally hundreds, maybe thousands, of situations where two AB's live on the same street or even in the same apartment building. I mean, this is really true. Imagine, they live in the same building with each other and don't know about it.

The problem is that I can not list anybody unless they request to be listed. While we never list actual addresses, postal codes do show proximity to other AB's.

There is only one real solution to this problem - and that is for everyone of the 10,000 people to list in the DPF Roster, both on line and printed, and to subscribe to the DPF Newsletter. If this were to happen, then hundreds (maybe thousands) of people would find friends that live really really close. In the same town. On the same street. On the same block. In the same house. I kid you not. This is really true.

It really breaks my heart when I see two people living in the same apartment or on the same street or neighborhood, and I can't help them find each other. Tommy

Shocking Device For Bedwetting

Tommy, Well, I'm still a member, and I still enjoy it. And I'm still grateful that you work so hard on this. Thanks for all you do. I mean it. I had a question that I would like to ask, or possibly post here, but I don't know the page that well, and admittedly don't really know computers that well either. I posted this question recently on ASFD, then it dawned on me to check here, that is if there is such a place to put such information. What I would like to know is, has anyone out there in diaperdom ever had experience with shocking devices for bedwetting? If so, please get in touch with me at JiZu@aol.com or JiZu@concentric.net. I have lots of questions for such a person! Thanks again for the sterling service! In wet diapers, and bed... Jim Z.

The Sensation In My Soul

Holy poop! Tommy the super bedwetting tape I ordered, what an incredible feeling my body felt! The tingling in the stomach ,the sensation in my soul ,it's like I was really there, the baby in the crib and almost wanted to pee in my diaper - maybe listening more every night before bedtime like suggested on the tape will help me more...anyway thanks a bunch!!! Luvs to wets diapers baby mark bmark@cam.org

Not an AB

Hi Tommy, This is the first time that I ordered from your DPF organization. I am pleasantly pleased with the items I ordered. They arrived in perfect condition.

I was really surprised when the order arrived in the mail (12-23-96) I was in the middle of Christmas shopping and had to stop by the house to leave off some groceries that I had just purchased. I went to check the mail box and there was my order and a gray envelope from DPF. Man I was so excited that I almost pranced back to the house. I was supposed to go back out and continue Christmas shopping but I stopped long enough to open the box and check out the order.

You see I am not really into the adult baby scene but find it fascinating to read about. I have been incontinent for most of my life. I remember wetting the bed up till I was around 19 years old. I still do on an occasion. I just turned 52 on Nov. 28. I have been buying disposable type diapers for a long time. I have gone through all the brands that are on the market and the one thing that they all have in common is that they all make some kind of noise when I have them on. Well one day I am reading through the alt.fetish.diapers news site and saw a message from tbears2. He was talking about making diapers from material purchased from Walmart. So I have made three of my own 8 ply diapers.

So when I got the new rubber pants out of the box I had to get out of the disposable diaper that I was wearing and change into one of my home made diapers and put on the rubber pants over them. What a difference!!! It is incredible I have to thank you very much I always knew there were adult plastic and rubber pants in adult sizes out there somewhere. I have used both the rubber and plastic pants once since then and like both items well. You can count on me ordering some other items from DPF in the near future. I like the blanket sleeper with the feet in them. I might order them the next time I send in an order. We I have talked long enough for now. Thanks, Norm.

I Can Be A Good Girl

Date: Sat, 16 Nov 1996 20:36:00 -0600 From: "Gordon A. Kirsch" <gkirsch@primenet.com> Reply-To: gkirsch@primenet.com MIME-Version: 1.0 To: babytom@well.com Subject: ltr to tommy DPF

Dear Tommy, My name is Gordon, writing you from St. Paul Minnesota. For the past 24 hours since I finally found your place after hearing about Diaper Pail since 1990, I have been eager to become a member. Unlike some situation where some adult babies might have such a feeling temporarily in life, I have been cryingly wanting to have a mommy. I am 33 but have felt as a baby girl from deep inside me, and have crossdressed since, I believe, 5th grade. I have wanted so deeply to have a permanent mommy who would be willing to completely stop my life as an adult and bring me into the real life of girlhood. I have been painfully waiting to have a sex change, but since I have never felt mature enough to have a real full time adult job, I have never had adult amounts of money to have to get a sex change, but I know that if I could genuinely have a real mommy who would be willing to re-raise me as the girl I know I really am, I would be ready instantly to turn over anything of adulthood to my mommy so that I could get help in getting a sex change.

How many long months I have cried myself to sleep wondering when I could finally be treated as femininely as I know I deserve to be. I have a deep natural respect for adults but more for women and girls. I try my hardest to be patient. I have been dressing more and more femininely, yet feeling a crying envy when I am around other women and girls. All my life I have been deeply and respectfully wanting to show a mommy that I can be a good girl, be helpful around the house, be patient, as much as I know how.

Yet, like other members of DPF, I may look like an adult, but I yearn not to be treated that way. About 6 years ago I had a really sweet Asian girlfriend who I had known since 1984, and from the moment I met her she gave me every sign that even though wanted to be a girl, she would be willing to be by my side. She made it comfortable for me to feel at ease in my favorite outfits, and then she became a real dear mommy to me, by genuinely bottle feeding me, breast feeding me, holding my hand everywhere, giving me hugs and kisses constantly, dress shopping for me or with me, and calming me down whenever I was crying.

It devastated me when she left and ever since I have been looking for a new mommy. It would mean the world to me if you would be willing to post this letter or put out the word to the appropriate mommy. I plead to you to take me seriously. If you would be willing, it would probably be the greatest present I could ask for. To keep my faith, I have been using and taking my security blanket with me everywhere- I mean it, I do. Right now I feel so lonely, yet one more time I am hoping that DPF will be the beginning of the end of my long wait. I'm sorry I have gone on so long here. I give you every respect I know for listening for reading this. In greatest hopes for help! Love: Baby Gordon Gordon A. Kirsch, 2034 Yorkshire Ave Apt. 203 , St. Paul MN, 55116, . p-1045. Mail-Box # 3715. Tel:612-690-0187 10AM-Noon, 10PM-1AM. Email: gkirsch@primenet.com

I'm A Mother

Dear Tommy and Diaper Pail Fraternity, I received the book "Different Loving" for Christmas. It has answered so many questions. I'm not totally crazy. I've suggested many times a diaper and bottle after a bad day, or a spanking. I wish I had met a man who was willing to wear red flannels with a diaper.

I am a maternal mother. Everyone calls me mom. I'm the one you come to when your stomach hurts or with a yeast infection. I give massages and I love to give baths. I love to take care of people. That is how I take care of me.

One of the people in the (book) interviews said women were turned off by men wanting to be babies. If he works a full day, I'll be glad to baby him. If someone needs extra attention, male or female, I would gladly do it.

I love strong men, but I also love a man who can say, "I need to be babied". After that I'd know when he or she needed it. I have one young lady I've made diapers for. She has a baby bottle and has it usually after she's been spanked. But she's a tiny thing and doesn't like plastic pants.

I feel sorry when some of your folks tell their most dear secrets and how they've been hurt. No one should be laughed at or told how foolish their need is. You can tell any of them I will gladly hold them in my arms like a baby and change their diapers and give them bottles or feed them. If they would like to write me, my address is below.

If you know anyone in Georgia who wants to meet or write, tell them I'm available. Let me see if I can correct some of their bad feelings. I'm not sure of exactly what to do, but I'd really try to learn. Male or female, I don't care. I need to know where to get adult diapers and what else would be needed? Please, I really want to know. Thank You, Victoria James, PO Box 14891, Atlanta, GA, 30324, . p-1061. Mail-Box # 4023.

I Love My Baby Self

Dear Tommy, Well, in the last few days I have begun to wear diapers even when I go outside, when making a long trip with my car, and when walking around in cities where I'm not known. I use disposable diapers. Today I bought some very small diapers which can't be seen underneath my trousers, and I'm going to use this type when I go to places where I am known. Now I can actually manage to wear diapers all day round, even though not always as bulky as I love them to be, but it's a good feeling anyway.

Saturday morning I went to Rome by train, and there I was, sitting among people, chatting to them and wearing diapers! The funny bit came when I had to leave Rome in the evening. I had to collect mu baggage at the baggage depot in the station. My big bag was full of diapers and plastic pants. Well, what do you think happened? I lost the baggage ticket, and in order to get my baggage back I had to show my passport and declare the contents of the bag and let them check! I was actually a bit embarrassed. I wrote "incontinency products" on the form , but I didn't write that I also had a baby bottle, a pacifier and a Teddy bear in the bag!

The man looked at me and said, "Open your bag". I opened it and was afraid that he might notice the Teddy bear, but as soon as the man saw the diapers he said "OK" and turned his face away (he was probably more embarrassed than I was). When I got on the train wearing my diaper again, I felt satisfied with myself and happy to have been through all of that. I thought, "Diapers are really going to become daily companions! It is quite possible to wear them more often than I used to think!".

In the evening I got to Bologna where I attended a meeting of the Italian Gay Liberation Movement (I'm a member of the National Office). I sneaked into my hotel room and shaved my body (I usually do this every three/four weeks). Then I had a nice shower and was ready for baby heaven; my French plastic pants and six rectangular diapers waiting for me on the bed, looking like a strange and gigantic, carnivorous flower, emanating it's irresistibly sweet scent to capture me! Lots of powder and then the plastic pants rustled furiously and locked their wings around me, letting the eight buttons click in few seconds, while the diapers pressed tightly against my hairless bum, testicles and penis. I was completely at their power, Tommy. I don't know anything more beautiful and sweet than being the prisoner of my plastic pants and diapers that take so lovingly but firmly care of me! I got up and walked around the room and found myself in front of a mirror.

Oh, what a lovely and cute big baby I saw, with his bum exploding with diapers! I showed this picture to my Teddy bear and then looked at myself carefully and felt so happy. For the first time in my life I managed to look at myself wearing a diaper without avoiding to look into my own eyes. I really liked and loved my Baby-self, and smiled to him! Tommy, I owe this to you and DPF and shall always be grateful for that! Hope to hear from you. A quick kiss on your diaper. Love, Renato, ITALY. Email: sabbadin@ibguniv.unibg.it

I Share His Fantasy

Dear Tommy, Thanks for all you do with DPF. I am not a member but a close friend of a member who shares his AB fantasy with me and lets me read his DPF Newsletter on a regular basis. The AB in my life is a straight male, happily married to a nice woman. I am a straight female, and we share a close brother-sister type relationship. His wife does not know that I share this with him and would not be very pleased if she found out. Apparently she accepts his AB life but is not much more than an occasional participant.

As a woman I can openly buy Attends, formula, toys, babyish woman's size clothing, and other items for him without getting so much as a glance in the store. He has expressed his embarassment to me at buying adult disposable diapers, as he is well known (in his business) in the area, so I now buy his supplies for him.

Christmas was really fun, getting to pick out little baby girl outfits and accessories and toys for him. I have had really good luck finding suitable outfits in his size at yard sales and consignment shops, plus accessories and toys for him. He wears clothes just a little bit larger than I do, so I can even try them on to make sure they'll fit.

Anyway, I just wanted to thank you for keeping my best friend so happy. Until he found DPF he thought he was alone. He's a wonderful person and my best friend. While I'm not an adult baby, I am a six year old at times myself. He has gotten me a teddy bear and several Cabbage Patch and Raggedy Ann dolls, which I just love. Keep up the great work you do in bringing happiness to so many people who have been alone so long. NO NAME**** (Need to remain totally confidential).


A Happy Couple

Hey Buddy (Tommy), I'll try your on-line tracking or whatever .

I've worn diapers since I was 12. The neighbor lady made me wear them to school and to bed for a week when I stayed with her. I hated the bitch, but look at me now! I was hooked on wearing them ever since.

(Husband) My wife changes me into an Attends before I go to work, and eight hours later I get changed into cloth for the rest of the evening and then to bed. Once a week she gives me an enema before my bath. (I like to) correspond with those that need a friend.

(Wife) I take care of my husband's diaper changes and give him an enema, too. I tie his hands behind his back so he doesn't fight me when I put the butt-plug in that has the enema tube attached to it. I make him walk around the house with a diaper on, carrying the enema bag over his shoulder. Sometimes I make him wait thirty minutes before he can expel the water.

I wear diapers for him also. I wore a disposable on the day we went shopping. I flashed some old people at the bus stop! I bet they were surprised. Thanks, kid. Hey, I hope you realize I sent this for your website and for the newsletter, if you so wish. Peace....in diapers....

Pampers and Huggies

Hi Tommy, I was wondering if you could put a special little column in the next issue of the DPF newsletter and/or web page on the DPF web site. One AB/DL suggested that someone write a letter for everyone to put their name on and send it to Pampers and Huggies requesting that they make their baby diapers in adult sizes. I have gone ahead and typed a letter and have posted it on my web site for everyone to read and let me know if there is anything that should be changed or added before sending the letter and therefore would like to know if you could help by putting something in the next Newsletter and/or your web site. Thank-you! Andrew Mckinnon, #221 - 1848 Liverpool Rd., Pickering, Ont, L1V 6M3, CANADA. p-1053. Mail-Box # 3929. Tel:905-839-6568 between 6pm - 10pm. Email: agm@myna.com (Dear Andy, your idea has been posted to our web site in addition to this Newsletter. Good Luck. Tommy).

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