Dear Fellow Babies and Diaper Lovers, Some of you might like to know something about the person who has created the oldest and largest organization of AB's and diaper lovers in the world. I would love to tell you who I really am, not just some superficial, historical facts about my life. To say "I love diapers" is certainly true, but that tells you very little about the "real" me who lives inside those diapers. Is it possible to to tell you who I really am? It's not easy, but I'm going to try.
Sometimes I love to feel and act just like
a little toddler, especially when I am in my crib at night, thickly
diapered and sucking on my baby bottle.
Other times I feel like an 8 year old who enjoys doing things like playing in a pool with a squishy squid and a battery driven toy boat and bumping up against women with big tits - but who also has trouble keeping his pants dry.
Sometimes I feel like a 13 years old who dresses in oversized shorts and an oversized t-shirt, and who wishes he could find time to ride his skateboard and his BMX bike - and who still has trouble keeping his pants dry.
Most of the time, however, I am an absolutely crazy workaholic who sits for hours in front of a hypnotic computer screen thinking about ways to make adult babies and diaper lovers happy. Wearing diapers, of course.
But who is the "real" me?
Why do I enjoy holding on to these attributes of childhood. Part of the reason is because it's fun.
Part of the reason is because this "kid" in me is an eternal optimist and idealist who thinks the world can be made into a better place. This "kid" in me loves life and thinks that most of us are wonderful people who want to be happy and make others happy too.
This 13 year old real me has written the following article for you to read. I think it tells more about me better than if I wrote 100 more pages of boring details about my life.
This is a special report from the Associated Press.
New York, United Nations, July 30 1996.
(Text Of Speech Given This Afternoon by the Prime Minister of Israel, the Honorable Benjamin Netanyahu)
"My Dear Friends, It seems to me that much of the history of mankind has been a constant interaction of cultures. This interaction has often taken the form of one culture invading another culture, either destroying it, or overthrowing it and forcing the ideas of the winning culture upon the losing one. Back and forth, over the map of Europe, the Near East, and in fact the world, this has gone on for centuries. In it's wake, millions of people have been subjected to misery. People have lost their lands. People have lost what was meaningful and dear to them. They have lost their self respect. They have lost their lives. And the winners of one era often have become the losers of subsequent eras. Misery has followed misery for century after century. During the past few years, the horrors in Bosnia have been, in many respects, a continuation of the misery that was originally created when the Ottoman Empire conquered the Christian nations in that area of Europe hundreds of years ago - which were then were reconquered by the Christians.
Although no peoples of the world have been spared this kind of horror, none have suffered as heavily and as continually as we Jews. In defense of our culture, over the centuries our people developed the concept that we would not disappear, but would live on from generation to generation. While we have succeeded in this goal, for many thousands of years we have experienced this misery again and again, a culture always being replaced, always being removed, always being reviled. Our experience has not been different from other cultures; it's only the constant repetition that has been somewhat unique.
More than any other people in the world, we know in our hearts what it means to have no homeland. The message of our Passover Seder is a deep expression of man's desire to escape this kind misery.
About a month ago the people of Israel elected me to head a new government, a government that seemed bent on moving away from the peace initiative towards a harder stand against those whom we perceive as our enemies, the Arabs and particularly the Palestinians. With great sadness and with tears in my eyes I knew this was true. Yet, strangely, in my mind, I also began to picture the possibility of a completely different approach. I began to see in Israel the possibility for a new beginning. I looked at our history and at the history of the other nations of the world and I said to myself, "Enough. It's time to try something different"
While we will never give up our desire to maintain and protect our homeland, we can see that the Palestinians also have a right to a homeland and to be free from the misery of being torn from the things that are dear to them.
Working with the brightest minds in our nation and with the leaders of all parties in our government, we have developed a new program for dealing with this problem - and it is my honor and pleasure to present it today to this meeting of the United Nations.
Our new program is aimed at uniting the people of Israel and Palestine into a new nation built on the premise of love for all. We believe that our God loves both Jews and Palestinians, and that their God loves both Palestinians and Jews. We believe that God's love shows itself through the good actions of men, through whom, and only through whom, God's love flows. Effective today, the following changes are being made in Israel and in the areas heretofore known as the West Bank and the Gaza Strip.
All Palestinians are granted total and complete citizenship in our new nation. All Palestinians now have the same right to run for office and be elected to the Knesset as do Jews.
Effective immediately, for every dollar that Israel spends on roads in Jewish areas, the same number of dollars will be spent in Palestinian areas. The same is true for new or remodeled schools, for new housing, for new settlements, for new public works. Israel is building a new center for the development of computer sciences and technology, and we invite Palestinians to join us in this effort. We will start by building two new Universities, one in the old Gaza strip and one in the West Bank areas of our new country
I am happy to announce that all borders and separations that have kept Jews and Palestinians apart have, as of 12 noon today, been removed forever. We now encourage Palestinians to move into the Jewish sections of our country, and vice versa. Government loans are available to help, wherever we can, people with little means to make these kinds of moves.
Furthermore, for every new Jewish Temple we build or every one that we remodel, we will build or remodel a Mosque for our Palestinian brothers and sisters.
Lest any of you think that these changes are being made without considerations for the economics of these tasks, our best thinkers believe that in the long term, these investment will be beneficial for our new nation. The money previously spent on hate and separation will no longer be needed for that purpose; instead it will be invested for the future of all our people. We believe that our new Palestinian brothers and sisters can and will make a great contribution to our economy, though it may take some time and investment. We can certainly benefit from any help from the other nations of the world, but are ready to go it alone if necessary.
I wish to close my talk by simply asking for a moment of silent prayer for the success of this new beginning. If our new nation succeeds in this manner, then the seeds of a new world may have been planted, and all of humanity will benefit. Thank you all, and may God bring peace to all the countries represented in this great hall. Thank you, and good afternoon".
At the conclusion of Mr. Netanyahu's speech there was a full minute of total silence. Then the roar of applause and the yells of support was so loud it was heard outside in the street. Minutes later, members of the United Nations were seen emerging from the building with tears in their eyes. Mr. Netanyahu was called to the phone and received an invitation from President Clinton to join him for dinner at the White House, which he accepted. In addition, Mr. Netanyahu also issued an invitation to all the leaders of the world to come to Israel next week for a informal dinner in tents to be set up in the main square in the old part of Jerusalem. Within minutes, cables of acceptance were being received from leaders from all over the world.
This has been a special report from the Associated Press. Further developments will be brought to you as they occur.